Showing posts with label adulthood. Show all posts
Showing posts with label adulthood. Show all posts

October 28, 2012

A short hiatus...

Has now ended.
October has been a very busy month full of watching a lot of baseball games, cooking, working, brainstorming, sewing, jogging, and getting muddy. I haven't found one good project to share, but when I do find it, I'll post it.
For now, I'm just going to take it easy and post when I can.
But here's where I've been lately.






July 26, 2012

Papa wanted me to play the accordion, I wanted to play guitar and I never did

I don't regret too many things in life, but one thing that does crush my heart at times is how I never learned how to play an instrument. Clarinet in the fifth grade does not count! My dad always wanted his daughters to play music, an all-sisters Mexican regional band, if you will. He said I would play accordion, one would play drums, and another would play guitar. Accordion?! No way! I said. I wanted to play guitar. LOUD guitar. No joke, I said loud guitar. But when it came down to it, I just couldn't muster up the courage to learn how to play guitar. I was too scared of being bad at it, not having any musical talent, just...negative thinking all around. So I never did it. And on days that I'm feeling blue, I always go back to "why didn't I ever learn how to play guitar like I always wanted to?"
Here I am 10 years later after first wanting to play guitar...still wanting. And I would've kept longing to learn had it not been for Bearded Man going out and buying a guitar so the both of us could learn together. Because it's never too late to do something you want (cheesy alert). But it's so true! If it wasn't there wouldn't be any 80 year old grandmas receiving their phDs or some shit. You gotta do what you want to do sooner or later. Sometimes the case is later.
Epiphone Les Paul

May 2, 2012

Lulu the Orchid

Yes, I gave a plant a name. But it was on accident and it stuck.
What had been a miscommunication of words between Bearded Man and I ended up being what gave our plant a name. It is a living thing anyway, why not give it name if we're taking care of another living thing? So Lulu it is. Lulu the Orchid.




April 24, 2012

2 years in

Today Bearded Man and I celebrated our 2 year anniversary. We've been through a lot these last 2 years, but I've never been happier growing older with the Bearded Man.  Sometimes it felt like we wouldn't be able to get through the shitty times, but we have. It's a part of life.

Bearded Man got me this orchid, since I'm not much of a fan of flowers. It's a new addition to our relationship.
Year one.
Year two.

April 7, 2012

Comfort in hiding

Today I was looking at past photos and found a pattern. There are a ton of photos of me with my sunglasses on. I'd told Bearded Man about my realization and he told me I was more comfortable hiding my face than showing it. This is very true. I am not comfortable showing my face. Not that I don't show my face, I don't wear my sunglasses at work, people still do see my face. Maybe it's because I was teased as a kid for being "ugly" (standard shit kids say to other kids), I think it's best to just hide behind my sunglasses. Or maybe it's because I saw photos of Jackie O in her signature shades, I started emulating her at a young age. Walking out the door with my shades on. Whatever the fuck it is, I find comfort in my sunglasses, hiding. 

March 13, 2012

RIP sweet ass back patch

It was either making room for a new hoodie in my closet or I could save some money and just take off this patch that's been on the back of my hoodie for the last 2 years. 
I'm growing up a little, guys! 
The patch won't go to waste! I'll probably make a pillowcase out of it

March 10, 2012

My tia duties for the day

Usually people don't want to leave their kids in the hands of a person who doesn't really want kids. But trust me, I'm the oldest of 4, I know how to babysit. 
This is my version of adventures in babysitting: